For the rookie performer, a first big gig.
This year provides both for the same person, Adam Parrish Wainwright, the retiring ballplayer who, with hopes of similar pitch execution, will perform his original country songs Monday for 750 people.
âIâm so much more worried about singing than Iâve ever been about any baseball game my entire life,â said Wainwright, whoâs playing a show benefiting his charity, Big League Impact, at Boondocks Pub in Springfield, Illinois.
Asked where the nerves rank from, say, pitching in the low minor leagues to facing to Carlos Beltran at Shea Stadium, Wainwright said, âIâm telling you, I wasnât nervous for any of those. But I know Iâll be nervous (on stage), I just know. ...
âIâll tell you this: Iâm going to go into it expecting to be locked in like Iâm pitching, because thatâs how I get ready for things. So, weâll see if that works.â
Weâll have to see if he becomes a singer like Adam Levine or a songwriter like Rufus Wainwright. But in regard to getting locked in, that preparation and dedication is what gave him such a long and strong career. And itâs that dire fire â an inner indefatigable wildfire â that has him back for his 19th year.
He wants to win (another) World Series. And he wants prove that his awful September wasnât simply who he is now.
âI think, sometimes, failure is what drives you more than success,â said Wainwright, 41, who has 195 career wins. âAnd I failed and didnât pitch like I shouldâve and couldâve â and that just drove me crazy. But itâs got me sending videos and pictures of me working in front of the mirror to (new pitching coach) Dusty Blake at 10:30 at night. Because I just donât want that to happen again. So Iâm just making sure I stay on top and do everything I can to be good.â
There will be pomp. Any time a great Cardinal retires, there are ceremonies and honors and homages (and, of course, merchandise for sale). But last year, Wainwright saw the symmetry of Albert Pujols emptying the tank and playing otherworldly baseball, all while saying goodbye to baseball. Talk about a precedent. And setting a tone. Thatâs why âWainoâ will have a sturdy season, I believe. He sees how a final run can be done. And for a guy who already pitches every game like itâs his last, imagine when heâs actually pitching his last games.
Which leads us to the 2023 Cardinals. This club hasnât won a game in the National League Championship Series since 2014 and hasnât won a World Series since 2011, when Wainwright was injured (he also won it all, of course, in 2006). As Wainwright said Sunday at Winter Warm-up: âItâs been a few too many years. We need to do that again.â
And he can sure affect that. The Cards are counting on him. Forget the back of his baseball card or his Wikipedia page â they need this guy to thrive within in the silo that is 2023. The Cardinals didnât splurge on any new high-priced, free-agent pitcher. They doubled down on their dudes.
As for the Wainwright confidence, consider that two years ago, he had a 3.05 ERA and finished seventh in the Cy Young voting. And last year, he entered September with a 3.09 ERA. Alas, he exited last year with a 3.71 ERA.
âExpectations are high, right?â said John Mozeliak, the Cardinals president of baseball operations, who gave Wainwright a contract extension around $17.5 million. âYou donât sign someone if you donât have expectations for someone thatâs really going to compete and contribute. I think any time you ever want to bet against Adam Wainwright, youâre probably making a bad bet. Heâs proved us all wrong for years. Heâs someone that works extremely hard â his preparation is real. Heâs someone that understands exactly what it takes to perform at a high level.â
Similar to utilizing his pitching coach, Wainwright has worked diligently with two mentors in music â Greg Barnhill and Gary Baker, the latter who wrote the famed song âI Swear,â among others. Both fellows will be on stage Tuesday, harmonizing with the new country crooner.
And Wainwright will be back on a local stage on March 30. Though that day, heâll play for around 47,750 people.
âIf I thought we had no chance to win at all, then I wouldnât have come back,â Wainwright said. âIâm fine with the way things have gone (in my career), I wouldnât change a thing that Iâve done. I canât help that injuries happened. Canât help blowing an Achillesâ out in my prime. Canât help blowing out my elbow in my prime. ...
âI wouldnât change any of those years, any of the stuff that happened â I learned different lessons from all of it. I think I could have done some things better, but thatâs what happened. That was the history that happened. So I donât I donât have regrets about that. And so, if I didnât think we could win this year, I wouldâve walked off and done the hat-tip. But I feel like I have more to give â and I feel like our team has a chance to win. And I want to be part of that.â